I was really wondering, why i'm so different with other child.
i'm 18 yrs old, yet my parents are still like controlling me,in the sense that control my wearing, make up, which perfume i wore, what kind of accessories that i buy, which line i'm working etc.
What's the point of doing all this? It's only a night with my friends.
I really con't comprehend my parents. What both of you wants, i have tried my very best to give you. I use my results to prove you, i work to earn my own money to buy my own things to prove you. IN THE END, WHAT DID I GAIN? FREEDOM? FUCK YOUR ASS, DAMN!
Both of you always said, for my own good, i think is for your bloody own good then true, You guys want a reputable daughter, a daughter that has good result, good working experience, earn her own money, independent. Isn't it?! This is what i'm doing now.. yeah, i did those is because to satisfy you.
I have never really wants to study. Since i had failed my O level, i have already intend to work in beauty line.. Is you guys keep asking me to studying.. yah, i make it. I now stil studying.. for my own sake.
Dad, you said, mum dote us, she's just too over protective. C'mon, how long can she protect me? Till i 40 yrs old, or rest in the coffin?!!
Since young, both of you failed to understand me, don't know what i really wants. I'm feeling down, you're not the one who's listening to me, i'm sick, you're not the one who really cares for me, instead still scold me for not taking good care of my health. I scored good result since i was in primary 6, till right now in ITE. When i has dissapoint both of you?
I now only request to give me freedom, stop crossing over my line, and let me breathe. But both you seems to ignore it.
FINE! I have already made up my mind. I WILL FUCKING REPAY BOTH OF YOU FOR WHATEVER HAD GAVE ME.
All this year, what did you guys gave me? A MEMORABLE CHILDHOOD?! christ sake.
From young, give me milk powder, cast me to grandmother,.
Primary sch, start to be independent, walk to sch back and fro alone.
back home, piles of assessment! Failed my subject, wack me like hell.
During secondary sch, forbids me to go out, not even shopping or catch a movie with my friends.
Lock me at home, threaten me..
sec 3-4, threaten me to lock me up in girls'home, HOHOHO! but yous guys failed. Police mentioned i did nth wrong, so cant lock me up (plus i dont have any bad records). You guys are really lame, even police also don't side you.
since young till now, which year have you guys makes me feel that i'm home. To me, it's like a hotel.
I don't deny that i grew up from a violent environment, this is what both of you had gave me.
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